The Town’s Cathedral

“The Town’s Cathedral” in TYPO 22

The summer the lake on top of the mountain

dried up completely & forever, I left

the place of my birth.  Then I left the mountain

altogether after having been the last to stay,

finally giving up any hope for the lake to return.

 

I have since rented a one room hovel on Main Street

in a nearly abandoned & forgotten mill town.

I have learned in pieces of hearsay

that my father spent his boyhood near here,

that his father was a preacher in a small church close by.

 

These facts are merely chance as I feel little connection.

At times I find myself at zero.

I sing myself hoarse in the dark.

I notice I am stared at when I walk through town.

I think many more words than I say or sing.

 

We create what we want as we want it to be.

 

The town & its dwindling people have been erecting

a gray stoned cathedral for over three hundred years

since the town’s founding.

I walk past the unfinished cathedral daily, eat my fruit

on the shaded limestone slabs in its yard

as if they were tables hewn for centuries

for a single day’s gathering.

I have come again to zero

 

after I awoke in a large empty aerie atop a smokestack

within the closed paper mill’s fenced campus.

I wrote ‘You have earned your shade’ with my forefinger

into the grease & dust on a remaining pane of glass

after I climbed down the smokestack’s side.

As I descended the ladder, I imagined I was being watched

by a child who stood on a distant mountain, who sensed

he was observing something miraculous & impossible in the distance

in the town of the eternally built cathedral.

To him I was a bird that had changed into a man

overnight & now, unable to fly, slowly & clumsily

was making his way down from the sky

to join humanity as humanity diminished.

 

The man outside of town thinks that I’m foolish

but he still pays me anyway as always to toil in his fields.

 

I rotate piles of rocks from field to field,

one rock at a time, with a wooden barrow

that the man’s mule drags through the ruts.

 

This seems meaningful work for me to complete while the cathedral is being finished.

 

 

 

 

 

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